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My Parenting Skills

Wanted my son to grow up with the type of relationship I have with my Lord 48+ strong now Remains my prayer to this day
I don’t want to raise church kids.
 
That’s right.
 
I DO NOT want to raise church kids.
 
Matter of fact, it’s one of my biggest fears.
 
That they would go to church every week of their lives and never experience what the whole purpose of church is really about.
 
That they would come and learn about God, but never actually seek and find Him for themselves.
 
That they would come and learn the stories of the Bible, but never realize that they too are a Bible story waiting to happen. That their life is woven into the tapestry of life that God has created and that they are here for a greater purpose.
 
That they would think that God is kept inside four walls.
 
That they would sing the songs but never have more than a shallow appreciation for the words they sing. That those words, written by sinners turned saints by the blood of Jesus, would never penetrate their heart.
 
That they would sing of the light, but never know the light.
 
That they would hear about grace, but never know how desperately they need it.
 
That they would learn about mercy, but never know the One who bestows it.
 
That they would think worship is something that just happens on Sunday mornings and not every minute of their life.
 
That they would just up and walk away from church one day and never return.
 
No, no, no.
 
I want to raise Jesus kids.
 
That they would come to church BECAUSE they know Jesus.
 
That they would see themselves as apart of the church, the body of Christ. That they would work together with their fellow believers to be the hands and feet of Jesus to the community they serve.
 
That they would see themselves in the story that was written at the beginning of time.
 
That they would look to Jesus when they make a mistake and be overcome with gratitude at the grace they are given.
 
That they would wake up in the morning thankful for the day and lay their head down every night assured of their eternal home.
 
That they would face the storms of life tethered to the One who came to save them.
 
That they would know that they never walk alone and their lives are being held in the hands of God.
 
That they would reach for the stars because they know the One who created them and that He has a purpose for their lives. That if they seek Him first that purpose will be fulfilled.
 
That they will look up when they fall down. Reach out when they need help trusting that He is always reaching back to us.
 
That they will be like oaks planted by His stream of living water and bare much fruit.
 
That they would look at their neighbors and see the image bearers of God and love them fiercely.
 
That they would look out at this world and see hope when every one else sees hopelessness. That they would share that hope and bring His light into every dark corner they encounter.
 
Yes, yes, yes!
 
I want to raise Jesus kids.

30 days into massive storm

As the world now knows the day after Mother’s Day May 13 Would become the worst storm I ever would have to face Become known as Burger Monster and would birth Screaming in the darkness My beloved son would become a transgender and go into the LGBT movement break hell wide open on me. Has nothing to do with my parenting skills as a parent For was raised in church Sunday School VBS even church summer camp So raised in the Lord’s army and knows 500% consequences of this choice, and he alone made this decision Up to him to REPENT turn back to the Lord Once does the Lord will remember no more and this sin become white as snow Called “GRACE” undeserved As for me my requirements from the Lord is to forgive my son in so many areas For force this to become a journey the world would go on with me For going against how was raised turning his back completely Blocking communication completely and negative list builds sadly But through it all I have completely fully forgiven my son and turn over to the Lord to deal chasten as needed

Moving to bathing washing my son in prayer Than going on with my ministry which remains screaming out against the sin and AGAPE LOVE the sinner and pray for deliverance to become set free
Been falsely accused of rejection my son just the opposite has happened my beloved son has rejected his mom by choosing sin over mom My door will always remain open for my beloved son will never close no way no how That not going to happen with this mom. Prayerfully someday come back and Lord and I here I am coming back That becomes are earnest non-stop prayer for sure.
There will be up down in between The monster the good bad ugly But I have decided to show the world I am no super-dooper whooper Christian have it all together For I simply do not no way no how Lord never called us to be perfect just to serve reach the lost to the Lord hum ? Pray when I see my Lord will say will done faithful servant welcome home AMEN\0/